Saturday 15 December 2007

I Knew My Sister Would Die

During 2005 my sister became ill,she had suffered with epilepsy and diabetes for a number of years and had been in hospital due to problems over the last ten years.She had been in hospital for about 3 weeks and we did not receive much information as too the cause of her present illness.After visiting her one night I went home and went to bed,I had a very disturbed sleep and during this sleep my guardians contacted me and told me that my sister was about to die and I had limited time to be with her,I argued with them that this was not fair as my sister was only 47 years old and didnt deserve to die.The answer was that she was given many chances to take different paths and still decided on the wrong path,they were referring to my sisters problems with alcohol that had tormented her through life and given her the health problems she presently suffered with.I awake the next day knowing the sister I loved was not going to be here for long but also comforted by the fact she would not have to suffer any longer.She went into organ failure and passed away four weeks later they also told me the day and time of death.In the hospital room those last days many strange things happened including a manifestation of my father who died in 1991 from cancer but that will be in the next post,it is a case of being given the time to say goodbye when the inevitable is about to happen and I speak to her every day,she is very happy and is with my father and her children that were never born due to her illnesses.